I just do. perhaps onee-san or somebody could give me one. but i need one now. there's this one song that has been pestering me lately and my parents are all AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH its CMA time so we need to play the radio 24/7. CMA stands for Country Music Awards. and so i cant change the station. AND they took mine. so i have to listen to people argue about the CMA's and play all the sad songs (like crying sad.) that bother me. so its making me all sad. theyre all about child abuse, or 9/11 or something. some of the songs. listen to the lyrics

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AND it was all saints sunday. and they had like 30 red candles for everyone that had died this past year that was part of my congregation (4 church)

AND i added up the deaths from this year in my family. great uncle, great aunt margaret, aunt karen. great uncle. and over the summer my cousin died. but i didnt tell anybody. he was 20. we dont know how he died. which instantly makes my mind think suicide. but thats just me.

AND my moms friend insists on me calling her Nana. but nobody seems to realize that i can only call one person Nana. and that is my gramma that died when i was 3. (daniell, its fine if u call me that )

so yesh. and yah. thats about it. besides im sick of my brothers going to parties. they each have gone to 3 so far this school year. im going to my church friends and thats it. becuz i haveta babysit and stuffs.


GOOD NEWS!!!

mom said i can go to DC!!! im so happyfull. i made a fuzzy lime green scarf... if anybody wants it its 15$!!!! and ive got lotsa other colors too. and i got babysitting flyers out and peoples have already called me!!!!plz help me!

, ARIANA